Numbers - A Journey Through the Wilderness , Sarah Barry
MOSES’ TROUBLED PRAYER
Passage: Numbers 11:1~15  
Key verse: 12
Fire From the Lord
11 Now the people complained(A) about their hardships in the hearing of the Lord,(B) and when he heard them his anger was aroused.(C) Then fire from the Lord burned among them(D) and consumed(E) some of the outskirts of the camp. 2 When the people cried out to Moses, he prayed(F) to the Lord(G) and the fire died down. 3 So that place was called Taberah,[a](H) because fire from the Lord had burned among them.(I)
Quail From the Lord
4 The rabble with them began to crave other food,(J) and again the Israelites started wailing(K) and said, “If only we had meat to eat! 5 We remember the fish we ate in Egypt at no cost—also the cucumbers, melons, leeks, onions and garlic.(L) 6 But now we have lost our appetite; we never see anything but this manna!(M)”
7 The manna was like coriander seed(N) and looked like resin.(O) 8 The people went around gathering it,(P) and then ground it in a hand mill or crushed it in a mortar. They cooked it in a pot or made it into loaves. And it tasted like something made with olive oil. 9 When the dew(Q) settled on the camp at night, the manna also came down.
10 Moses heard the people of every family wailing(R) at the entrance to their tents. The Lord became exceedingly angry, and Moses was troubled. 11 He asked the Lord, “Why have you brought this trouble(S) on your servant? What have I done to displease you that you put the burden of all these people on me?(T) 12 Did I conceive all these people? Did I give them birth? Why do you tell me to carry them in my arms, as a nurse carries an infant,(U) to the land you promised on oath(V) to their ancestors?(W) 13 Where can I get meat for all these people?(X) They keep wailing to me, ‘Give us meat to eat!’ 14 I cannot carry all these people by myself; the burden is too heavy for me.(Y) 15 If this is how you are going to treat me, please go ahead and kill me(Z)—if I have found favor in your eyes—and do not let me face my own ruin.”
Footnotes
- Numbers 11:3 Taberah means burning.
Cross references
- Numbers 11:1 : S Ex 14:11; S 16:7; La 3:39
- Numbers 11:1 : Nu 12:2; Dt 1:34
- Numbers 11:1 : S Ex 4:14
- Numbers 11:1 : S Lev 10:2
- Numbers 11:1 : Nu 21:28; Ps 78:63; Isa 26:11
- Numbers 11:2 : Dt 9:19; 1Sa 2:25; 12:23; Ps 106:23
- Numbers 11:2 : S Ge 20:7; Nu 21:7; Dt 9:20; Jnh 2:1
- Numbers 11:3 : Dt 9:22
- Numbers 11:3 : Nu 16:35; Job 1:16; Isa 10:17
- Numbers 11:4 : S Ex 16:3
- Numbers 11:4 : ver 18
- Numbers 11:5 : S Ex 16:3; Nu 21:5
- Numbers 11:6 : Ex 16:14
- Numbers 11:7 : S Ex 16:31
- Numbers 11:7 : Ge 2:12
- Numbers 11:8 : Ex 16:16
- Numbers 11:9 : Ex 16:13
- Numbers 11:10 : ver 4
- Numbers 11:11 : S Ge 34:30
- Numbers 11:11 : S Ex 5:22; S 18:18
- Numbers 11:12 : Isa 40:11; 49:23; 66:11, 12
- Numbers 11:12 : Nu 14:16
- Numbers 11:12 : S Ge 12:7; Ex 13:5
- Numbers 11:13 : S Ex 12:37; Jn 6:5-9
- Numbers 11:14 : S Ex 18:18
- Numbers 11:15 : Ex 32:32; 1Ki 19:4; Job 6:9; 7:15-16; 9:21; 10:1; Isa 38:12; Jnh 4:3
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Again, they became cranky about the ‘tiresome’ manna. They wailed, reminiscing about ‘free’ food in Egypt. They might have eaten for free, but they were enslaved in Egypt. They forgot who they had been in Egypt and how God had redeemed and guided them. This time, Moses complained to God about the difficult people who kept complaining. He complained about his mission to carry his people in his arms like a nursing mother to the Promised Land. God’s purpose to put this heavy burden on Moses was to grow him in the heart of God for his people. God’s love and mercy toward his childish and grumpy people was beyond human understanding. Spiritual leaders are to carry people, like a nursing mother, with God’s heart and with God’s strength.
Prayer: Lord, with my own strength I cannot carry even one person. Give me your heart and strength to serve your people.
One Word: As a nurse carries an infant